I met them and then we went to lunch at Hacienda. It was so yummy!
Then we came home and they napped and I worked. I have to say that I have been under so much stress lately. I knew taking on the role of breadwinner was going to be tough but I feel a very physical reaction to having all the pressure. Just today I felt totally overwhelmed and super behind. I started to breath really hard and want to run away.
I stopped what I was doing and said a prayer. I told God I was scared and that I needed his help. I need to be strong enough to NOT run away - which is what wanted to do more than anything.
But I stayed. I took a deep breath and I pressed forward.
The things are still not fixed and sometimes I wonder how other's make it work. But I remind myself that my God is the same God that helped Issac and Abraham and Moses and Ruth - and he can help me rise up and do hard things.
Some other things we did:
Clean my house.
Put out my new Christmas tree.
Went to Target
Went to the zoo
Went to Tyson's school and Boulder
Rode our bikes
Jumped rope
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